"We don't use the word 'insane'; we prefer the term 'mentally hilarious'"

I PASSED I PASSED I PASSED!!!!! *sigh of relief* i had another chem exam on friday of last week and after a sorry streak of 50s i FREAKING GOT A B!!!!!!!! I'm happy that I passed, but I'm more happy that i know that i have it in me and can still have a career in science! Nothing today could bring me down..........2 weeks until summer! I passed an exam!! I don't have class til noon tomorrow!!! Does it get any better?!

So i've been pretty stressed lately about my financial situation...mainly concerning the fact that i have no job and no money. I tried to get a lab job this semester but never got around to it which i blame on my lack of resume writing skills and abundance of procrastination...also class work . Anyway, it turns out that as soon as you stop looking or trying and oppertunity presents itself. my mom sent me an email about seasonal positions at the medical college for high school grads to just help wash dishes, take inventory and autoclave. This is perfect because i was just thinking a while ago that i didn't want some boring retail job that won't get me anywhere in my eventual goal....you have no idea how perfect this would be! So keep your fingers crossed for me please!

This is the slowest moving week of all time...why isn't it friday yet?

So, i'm ready to switch my major. I just bombed my 4th chem exam in a row. I've changed my study habits every way i know how and i'm just not getting anywhere. I need some liberal arts major that has nothing to do with math or science. Which sucks, because i love science, but i'm apparently no good at it. I feel like i'm letting myself down, and i feel like my parents are disappointed in me. If i do change my major, i have no idea what i'd do with it. i've always planned on working in the science field, and i can't see myself doing anything else, if i change my major i change my whole life plan...i just don't know what to do anymore....i'm gonna go cry now.